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Maybe creselles right….i dont know what to think anymore… Im confused…i just want a peace of mind… Im already going to be so far away from everyone i care about…ill be going to a completely different place abd live with strangers for who knows how long… The last thing i need is to be worrying. I need all the positivity that i can get….and so far thats not what ive been surrounding myself with. Ill just focus on other things for now…
Lately i feel like things are starting to fall apart…tears jusy wont stop falling out of my eyes.. Sometimes i wonder if its possible to even run out of tears because if it was then im probably not far away from it. Ive been crying non stop for the past few days for multiple reasons…its getting harder to hide it from people… Just yesterday my sister noticed it she said that my eyes are chinkier than usual, obviously i just made up some stupid excuse. But anyways thats besides the point… Im just so disappointed…it sucks because the one person that i thought i could count on was the one who ended up disappointing me the most. I dont understand why all of a sudden when im about to leave bad things like this starts to happen…maybe it is for the best that im leaving…to have a fresh new start…leave all the crap behind. I had mixed feelings about leaving… I cant really get excited about it knowing that ill be leaving behind important people…but after what happened I shouldnt feel bad about leaving… Because obviously that person doesnt really care as much as i care… Or even if that person did he is showing otherwise. Shouldnt have kept me waiting… You did it once and shouldve been enough… Especially when u said so yourself that you wouldnt do it again. I warned you about it already but no you ended up doing it again. When im at fault you tell me not to do a certain thing and i listen to you…but when its your turn why is it so hard to do?? You dont even know how that hurts me…its very hard breaking…hindi pa nga ako nakakaalis ganyan na agad ginagawa mo…what more when i’m already far away. This just showed me where i stand…Some things are just more important to you. You didnt even think how i would feel…naghihintay lang pala ako sa wala…. Ayoko na lang isipin cuz it just makes me feel so bad….ayoko na umiyak…the whole night ive already been crying…ayoko na mag sayang pa ng luha….
maybe im just expecting to much.. So i guess from now on ill just stop expecting and caring as much. I dont want to cry anymore nor do i want to nag…ill just lets things be… And maybe that way itll hurt less…
If you were on life support, would the last person you kissed come see you?
I’d like to think so!
Where did you sleep last night?
In my bedroom.
Do you think relationships are hard?
Some situations, yeah
If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
I would have tried even harder to find a job…and I’m not talking about nursing job specifically..any job would have been ok.
You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?
Not at all <3
Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
Sunny
Was the last person you texted a hottie?
Yummy ;)
Is anything bugging you right now?
CRAMPS L
Have you ever felt replaced?
Story of my life.
Do you trust all of your friends?
Most of them
Currently wanting something?
Obviously
Drunk this weekend?
No, sir.
Do you think there is ONE girl out there that actually completely understands you?
I hope there is!
Are you one to just give up?
There’s a difference between giving up and knowing when you had enough. I quit when it’s necessary and/or it’s for my own good.
Do you know how to let go?
I learned how to.
Do you regret anything?
Regret nothing.
Shit happens right?
When you don’t plan things properly…
Are you happy with the choices you’ve made?
Some more than others.
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Summer.
Do you usually apologize first?
I apologize as soon as I recognize I’m wrong.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Yes.
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Happens to me a lot.
Do you think it’s a bunch of bull shit when people say “I have no regrets”?
No. I say that and it’s true.
Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
Yes
Do you ever use caps lock?
NEVER.
Do you look people in the eyes when you talk to them?
Constantly.
Think of the last guy/girl who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I’d like to think so!
Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
I hope so. I’d like to get married when I’m 27.
Do you think it’s possible to be friends with someone you wanna be with?
It’s possible, but it’ll hurt you every second of every day.
Do you know what it’s like to have to move on without wanting to?
Yes.
Who was the last person to kiss you?
Yor
Would you fall apart if the last person you kissed dropped from your life?
Probably
What are your plans for the night?
apply to jobs, sleep, bum around.
Do you remember who you liked 2 months ago?
same person i like now
Last person to text you?
yor
Last person you had a deep conversation with?
yor
Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated you bad?
Unfortunately yes
Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yes
Think back in April, how was your love life then?
awesome :P
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Yes but I have to recognize it’s useless being angry with somebody that’s never going to change.
Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
gift from ate teri (aero?)
What are your exact thoughts at the moment?
i need a job
Are you happy?
could be happier
Do you miss anyone?
All the time…
Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
Yeah :)
Seven months ago, do you remember who you liked?
I wish I didn’t
Are you looking forward to anything?
probably edmonton…
Do you currently have any hickeys?
no lol
How do you feel about your hair right now?
i need a hair cut
What was the first thing you did this morning?
facetimed with my <3
Are you going to be home tonight?
im at home
What do you hear right now?
music coming from yor’s place, and mouse clicks.
Are you a jealous person?
At times, but not really.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I’d love to
You want kids?
Just not now
Are you keeping a secret right now?
A few
Did you kiss anyone today?
2 am in the morning..my bf
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?
shorts
When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
whenever im with my bf
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
mom
Would you rather sleep for 3 days, or stay awake for 3 days?
Sleep for 3 days.
What are you doing tomorrow?
No big plans in sight, prob look for a job
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
sure someone who will give me a job offer
How can I win your heart?
Idk, just amaze me.
What did you realize today?
that i can always count on my brother to make me smile even through the toughest times.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
i dont believe in physical violence
When was the last time you totally broke down?
last night
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
a JOB
Is your hair up or down right now?
Up.
Would you ever pick up gum from the ground and eat it?
That’s so gross, no.
You’re going on an all year roadtrip, what MUST you bring with you?
Money, clothes, pillows, iPhone + charger + earphones, cosmetics and Yor
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Yor
Are you one of those people who hates crying in front of others?
I’ll try to not cry in front of others cause that’s embarrassing but I usually do…
What’s annoying you?
being misunderstood, being stuck at home all day and having no job :(
Have you ever received a text message that made you cry?
Sure.
Are you currently in a relationship?
Yes
What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
we’ll be there for each other no matter what.. i guess you would say that it’s love :)
Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
Yes.
If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
I’d be very worried about him, yes.
Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?
Not anymore.
If you had a tree that could grow anything you want, what would it grow?
Money, obviously.
Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
love drunk ;) lol, i was sober. haha
What does your last received text say?
“im off luv” haha
Do you know how to play poker?
A bit.
Have you ever been in an ambulance?
nope
Are you available?
Nooooo
Sana makatulog na ako…
Wala makausap kaya tumblr nlng muna….Trying to sleep but i cant…. Im way too overwhelmed with sadness… Ang sakit sa ulo…
“…forever faithful, forever strong”
Girl, it’s not about the beauty. It’s not even about the brain… It’s about the FAITH.
Earth + Fire = Lava
Your ruling planet, Mercury, is very much concerned with detail. Jupiter, which rules Sagittarius, is more interested in the bigger picture of life and love. Sagittarius is concerned with the forest, Virgo is more interested in the trees, perhaps even each and every leaf on every tree.
But both of you are called mutable signs; this indicates adaptability. In this sense you are similar, which means you can make a success of a relationship together — especially if you learn to accept each other’s views and not be too precious about your own opinions.
You need to learn to let go of the process and look at the outcome instead. And Sagittarius could give a little more thought to the process and let go of the outcome. The fact of the matter is that this combination of star signs promises both of you plenty of intellectual stimulation.
Virgo improves the work opportunities and abilities of Sagittarius, and Sagittarius can work a little more on staying grounded and developing an interest in all things domestic.
Where sex is concerned, you have a huge difference in style. You are reserved and don’t usually let loose with your deeper passions. Sagittarius likes to play, to experiment. If you are going to enjoy the intimate side of this relationship you need to put aside your mental gymnastics and just enjoy the moment. Sagittarius will thank you for this.
Sagittarians born between 23 November and 1 December are probably the best fit for you. You’ll be attracted to their bold and adventurous spirit. Get ready for plenty of travel and interesting experiences if you choose a life with them.
Sagittarians born between 2 December and 11 December are antagonistic to you. This could even be a dangerous combination; approach it with caution. The fiery nature of these Sagittarians could burn out your delicate Virgo system.
The Sun and Leo co-rule Sagittarians born between 12 December and 21 December. These people may not be what you want in a partner, but don’t judge this book by its cover. They do have something special to offer you — cultural insight. Traveling with them will be great.
(Source: theastrologyzone)
